NSGB JUNIOR DANCE SOOON :)
it should be heaps fun ! well i hope...
jd last year was damn good! just hoping all will be the same this year.
hahaha I'm too lazy to think of another costume/character thing to dress up as hahaha and I don't really care thaaat much about who I wanna be, just wanna look the part I guess? it's all about having fun anyway so yeah :)
it's the last jd, so yea...
wanna live it up just becauseeee :)
Saturday, June 5, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILI !
haha yea haven't blogged about anything for a few months..but I'm back for a birthday shoutout so yea :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIOOOO! :)
oops I meant H@PPii BiRFDAii Li.Li! hoho
yea have the best birthday
..well hope you HAD the best birthday and hope you liked that CUPCAKE ! :)
hope you liked the most original bday sign by mr jordan..most imaginative and creative, I mean upside down, how much better can a teacher get hahaha
well enjoy being 14 bittcchhh! and let's go again in 9 months? hahaha $$$$$$$ ;)
best wishesss
love youu, jess
XX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIOOOO! :)
oops I meant H@PPii BiRFDAii Li.Li! hoho
yea have the best birthday
..well hope you HAD the best birthday and hope you liked that CUPCAKE ! :)
hope you liked the most original bday sign by mr jordan..most imaginative and creative, I mean upside down, how much better can a teacher get hahaha
well enjoy being 14 bittcchhh! and let's go again in 9 months? hahaha $$$$$$$ ;)
best wishesss
love youu, jess
XX
Friday, April 2, 2010
no rewinding.
there are some things you wish people didnt tell you. at the moment, i wish i never knew. its too much for my brain, and i dont know what to think anymore. i feel like someones messing with my brain
you think you know someone ok, i was proved really wrong. i actually dont have a clue what they think. to me it seems they live a double life. i really wish i didnt care as much as i do. i guess its because there's a little irony to it and i dont want to believe its true because im too stubbrn to admit that i dont actually know them that well, or in fact at all.
and i feel really stupid and foolish. i hate it when people have these games set up for you to play. i hate these traps because once your in, your screwed. i feel a little like that at the moment, but its like a hidden thing at first and then getting pushed really hard in. you dont realise it until you cant get out.
i wanna feel weightless and that should be enough
you think you know someone ok, i was proved really wrong. i actually dont have a clue what they think. to me it seems they live a double life. i really wish i didnt care as much as i do. i guess its because there's a little irony to it and i dont want to believe its true because im too stubbrn to admit that i dont actually know them that well, or in fact at all.
and i feel really stupid and foolish. i hate it when people have these games set up for you to play. i hate these traps because once your in, your screwed. i feel a little like that at the moment, but its like a hidden thing at first and then getting pushed really hard in. you dont realise it until you cant get out.
i wanna feel weightless and that should be enough
Sunday, March 28, 2010
life is pretty scary :(
sometimes i really want to go back, change some things, and fast forward again. however, reality obstructs this and all i can do is stand there reminising. sometimes, i find myself cringing at the embarrassing things that have happened. those times we all look back and think i really wish that never happened or why did i do that. those moments have already been engraved in the past, only lingering in our memories. nothing you can do can rewind time.
i always find myself thinking about all those possible outcomes if i chose to do something else. i’ve come to realise that life isn’t like a video. not able to rewind the good bits, fast forward the bad.
and when i think about how fast time goes by, it scares me. so many years have gone by, but i hardly remember them all. soon, we’ll all find ourselves, all grown up. it scares me, how in only a few years, you will be separated to those you find yourselves close too. i remember, when i was 7, i watched as the year 6’s cried as they were about to graduate. i remember thinking how there were still another 4 years until i find myself in that position. back then, i thought that it would be a while. but time proved me wrong. those 4 years whizzed right passed. im scared to think that there is only another 3 years til i graduate from high school cus i know, that 3 years flies by. like literally flies by :( :(
i always find myself thinking about all those possible outcomes if i chose to do something else. i’ve come to realise that life isn’t like a video. not able to rewind the good bits, fast forward the bad.
and when i think about how fast time goes by, it scares me. so many years have gone by, but i hardly remember them all. soon, we’ll all find ourselves, all grown up. it scares me, how in only a few years, you will be separated to those you find yourselves close too. i remember, when i was 7, i watched as the year 6’s cried as they were about to graduate. i remember thinking how there were still another 4 years until i find myself in that position. back then, i thought that it would be a while. but time proved me wrong. those 4 years whizzed right passed. im scared to think that there is only another 3 years til i graduate from high school cus i know, that 3 years flies by. like literally flies by :( :(
Saturday, March 27, 2010
sorry but im new here
eeh. i feel really gay cus i have nothing to say. and really noob too :(
well they tell me blogging is heaps fun so i decided to try :D .....but at the moment....i am having trouble with this. yeah sorry this first blog is a little.. :S but dont worry, hopefully my later blogs will be more interesting when i get used to the blogging :S btw it might take a while seeing as i am probably the laziest person you will get to meet D: i happen to procastinate a lot as well...the reason why im blogging instead of doing aaalll those assignments D:
eeh okay. i just realised how gay my first blog is but i am seriously clueless about how the first blog should go :(
well they tell me blogging is heaps fun so i decided to try :D .....but at the moment....i am having trouble with this. yeah sorry this first blog is a little.. :S but dont worry, hopefully my later blogs will be more interesting when i get used to the blogging :S btw it might take a while seeing as i am probably the laziest person you will get to meet D: i happen to procastinate a lot as well...the reason why im blogging instead of doing aaalll those assignments D:
eeh okay. i just realised how gay my first blog is but i am seriously clueless about how the first blog should go :(
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