There are some things that happen that is out of my control. If I could, I would stop it from happening with everything I've got. But you just cant handle or control these things.... But when they happen, the world seems to have flipped upside down....
But it has also made me realise how grateful I am..for everything, for all the love in the world. I have learnt to appreciate everything, the things people do from deep down in their hearts makes me smile. They truly truly care and I can't just say how grateful I am for all this love Father has blessed me with.
Love really does make the world go round ♥
And never take anything for granted
x
Friday, July 9, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
believe only what you see
lots happpened at the end of term. realised and noticed quite a few things.
but mainly this, never always believe in what you hear.
we always hear that i know, but i always seem to just automatically believe what i actually hear. somethings ive heard have kept me down, and there was one in particular. in the end, it turns out that it was complete bull, or so they tell us.......
the truth still not really clear....and so the mystery continues....
seeing is believing, and never believe in everything you hear
x
but mainly this, never always believe in what you hear.
we always hear that i know, but i always seem to just automatically believe what i actually hear. somethings ive heard have kept me down, and there was one in particular. in the end, it turns out that it was complete bull, or so they tell us.......
the truth still not really clear....and so the mystery continues....
seeing is believing, and never believe in everything you hear
x
Saturday, July 3, 2010
not up to you
I don't know about you but I notice things that I would rather not care about. Like how desperate people can get... I would describe the situation or situations should i say but it would be rude.
People aren't happy enough with what they have.. They have to dig around for more.. It gets to me sometimes, I don't even know why it has nothing to do with me.. And I'm not the only one who notices and realises..
Like how guys and girls can act really different in front of the opposite gender.. It's weird how there are actually people who change themselves to suit and please the other gender..yea I do realise this stuff
People aren't happy enough with what they have.. They have to dig around for more.. It gets to me sometimes, I don't even know why it has nothing to do with me.. And I'm not the only one who notices and realises..
Like how guys and girls can act really different in front of the opposite gender.. It's weird how there are actually people who change themselves to suit and please the other gender..yea I do realise this stuff
great dance
well I just realised I forgot to mention our last junior dance. it was rad, pretty fun. stayed up with best friends. and danced til we needed wheelchairs. HELL YEAA! LIVED IT BEBEH!:D
damn good dance.
looking forward to senior dance and year 10 formal!
damn good dance.
looking forward to senior dance and year 10 formal!
back bitches! :)
yea I know I keep ditching my own blog but there was nothing much on so nothing much happening apart from tests and crap so forgive me?
end of term, start of holidays! and still haven't organised anything haha im too fail to organise.
but I'd probably be blogging more these holidays so yea watch the space :)
well lots seem to happen at the end of each term so you should be expecting so few more blogs
x
end of term, start of holidays! and still haven't organised anything haha im too fail to organise.
but I'd probably be blogging more these holidays so yea watch the space :)
well lots seem to happen at the end of each term so you should be expecting so few more blogs
x
Saturday, June 5, 2010
I WANNA FEEL RECKLESS, WANNA LIVE IT UP JUST BECAUSEE :)
NSGB JUNIOR DANCE SOOON :)
it should be heaps fun ! well i hope...
jd last year was damn good! just hoping all will be the same this year.
hahaha I'm too lazy to think of another costume/character thing to dress up as hahaha and I don't really care thaaat much about who I wanna be, just wanna look the part I guess? it's all about having fun anyway so yeah :)
it's the last jd, so yea...
wanna live it up just becauseeee :)
it should be heaps fun ! well i hope...
jd last year was damn good! just hoping all will be the same this year.
hahaha I'm too lazy to think of another costume/character thing to dress up as hahaha and I don't really care thaaat much about who I wanna be, just wanna look the part I guess? it's all about having fun anyway so yeah :)
it's the last jd, so yea...
wanna live it up just becauseeee :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILI !
haha yea haven't blogged about anything for a few months..but I'm back for a birthday shoutout so yea :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIOOOO! :)
oops I meant H@PPii BiRFDAii Li.Li! hoho
yea have the best birthday
..well hope you HAD the best birthday and hope you liked that CUPCAKE ! :)
hope you liked the most original bday sign by mr jordan..most imaginative and creative, I mean upside down, how much better can a teacher get hahaha
well enjoy being 14 bittcchhh! and let's go again in 9 months? hahaha $$$$$$$ ;)
best wishesss
love youu, jess
XX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIOOOO! :)
oops I meant H@PPii BiRFDAii Li.Li! hoho
yea have the best birthday
..well hope you HAD the best birthday and hope you liked that CUPCAKE ! :)
hope you liked the most original bday sign by mr jordan..most imaginative and creative, I mean upside down, how much better can a teacher get hahaha
well enjoy being 14 bittcchhh! and let's go again in 9 months? hahaha $$$$$$$ ;)
best wishesss
love youu, jess
XX
Friday, April 2, 2010
no rewinding.
there are some things you wish people didnt tell you. at the moment, i wish i never knew. its too much for my brain, and i dont know what to think anymore. i feel like someones messing with my brain
you think you know someone ok, i was proved really wrong. i actually dont have a clue what they think. to me it seems they live a double life. i really wish i didnt care as much as i do. i guess its because there's a little irony to it and i dont want to believe its true because im too stubbrn to admit that i dont actually know them that well, or in fact at all.
and i feel really stupid and foolish. i hate it when people have these games set up for you to play. i hate these traps because once your in, your screwed. i feel a little like that at the moment, but its like a hidden thing at first and then getting pushed really hard in. you dont realise it until you cant get out.
i wanna feel weightless and that should be enough
you think you know someone ok, i was proved really wrong. i actually dont have a clue what they think. to me it seems they live a double life. i really wish i didnt care as much as i do. i guess its because there's a little irony to it and i dont want to believe its true because im too stubbrn to admit that i dont actually know them that well, or in fact at all.
and i feel really stupid and foolish. i hate it when people have these games set up for you to play. i hate these traps because once your in, your screwed. i feel a little like that at the moment, but its like a hidden thing at first and then getting pushed really hard in. you dont realise it until you cant get out.
i wanna feel weightless and that should be enough
Sunday, March 28, 2010
life is pretty scary :(
sometimes i really want to go back, change some things, and fast forward again. however, reality obstructs this and all i can do is stand there reminising. sometimes, i find myself cringing at the embarrassing things that have happened. those times we all look back and think i really wish that never happened or why did i do that. those moments have already been engraved in the past, only lingering in our memories. nothing you can do can rewind time.
i always find myself thinking about all those possible outcomes if i chose to do something else. i’ve come to realise that life isn’t like a video. not able to rewind the good bits, fast forward the bad.
and when i think about how fast time goes by, it scares me. so many years have gone by, but i hardly remember them all. soon, we’ll all find ourselves, all grown up. it scares me, how in only a few years, you will be separated to those you find yourselves close too. i remember, when i was 7, i watched as the year 6’s cried as they were about to graduate. i remember thinking how there were still another 4 years until i find myself in that position. back then, i thought that it would be a while. but time proved me wrong. those 4 years whizzed right passed. im scared to think that there is only another 3 years til i graduate from high school cus i know, that 3 years flies by. like literally flies by :( :(
i always find myself thinking about all those possible outcomes if i chose to do something else. i’ve come to realise that life isn’t like a video. not able to rewind the good bits, fast forward the bad.
and when i think about how fast time goes by, it scares me. so many years have gone by, but i hardly remember them all. soon, we’ll all find ourselves, all grown up. it scares me, how in only a few years, you will be separated to those you find yourselves close too. i remember, when i was 7, i watched as the year 6’s cried as they were about to graduate. i remember thinking how there were still another 4 years until i find myself in that position. back then, i thought that it would be a while. but time proved me wrong. those 4 years whizzed right passed. im scared to think that there is only another 3 years til i graduate from high school cus i know, that 3 years flies by. like literally flies by :( :(
Saturday, March 27, 2010
sorry but im new here
eeh. i feel really gay cus i have nothing to say. and really noob too :(
well they tell me blogging is heaps fun so i decided to try :D .....but at the moment....i am having trouble with this. yeah sorry this first blog is a little.. :S but dont worry, hopefully my later blogs will be more interesting when i get used to the blogging :S btw it might take a while seeing as i am probably the laziest person you will get to meet D: i happen to procastinate a lot as well...the reason why im blogging instead of doing aaalll those assignments D:
eeh okay. i just realised how gay my first blog is but i am seriously clueless about how the first blog should go :(
well they tell me blogging is heaps fun so i decided to try :D .....but at the moment....i am having trouble with this. yeah sorry this first blog is a little.. :S but dont worry, hopefully my later blogs will be more interesting when i get used to the blogging :S btw it might take a while seeing as i am probably the laziest person you will get to meet D: i happen to procastinate a lot as well...the reason why im blogging instead of doing aaalll those assignments D:
eeh okay. i just realised how gay my first blog is but i am seriously clueless about how the first blog should go :(
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