life is pretty scary :(

sometimes i really want to go back, change some things, and fast forward again. however, reality obstructs this and all i can do is stand there reminising. sometimes, i find myself cringing at the embarrassing things that have happened. those times we all look back and think i really wish that never happened or why did i do that. those moments have already been engraved in the past, only lingering in our memories. nothing you can do can rewind time.

i always find myself thinking about all those possible outcomes if i chose to do something else. i’ve come to realise that life isn’t like a video. not able to rewind the good bits, fast forward the bad.

and when i think about how fast time goes by, it scares me. so many years have gone by, but i hardly remember them all. soon, we’ll all find ourselves, all grown up. it scares me, how in only a few years, you will be separated to those you find yourselves close too. i remember, when i was 7, i watched as the year 6’s cried as they were about to graduate. i remember thinking how there were still another 4 years until i find myself in that position. back then, i thought that it would be a while. but time proved me wrong. those 4 years whizzed right passed. im scared to think that there is only another 3 years til i graduate from high school cus i know, that 3 years flies by. like literally flies by :( :(

sorry but im new here

eeh. i feel really gay cus i have nothing to say. and really noob too :(

well they tell me blogging is heaps fun so i decided to try :D .....but at the moment....i am having trouble with this. yeah sorry this first blog is a little.. :S but dont worry, hopefully my later blogs will be more interesting when i get used to the blogging :S btw it might take a while seeing as i am probably the laziest person you will get to meet D: i happen to procastinate a lot as well...the reason why im blogging instead of doing aaalll those assignments D:

eeh okay. i just realised how gay my first blog is but i am seriously clueless about how the first blog should go :(