believe only what you see

lots happpened at the end of term. realised and noticed quite a few things.
but mainly this, never always believe in what you hear.

we always hear that i know, but i always seem to just automatically believe what i actually hear. somethings ive heard have kept me down, and there was one in particular. in the end, it turns out that it was complete bull, or so they tell us.......
the truth still not really clear....and so the mystery continues....

seeing is believing, and never believe in everything you hear

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not up to you

I don't know about you but I notice things that I would rather not care about. Like how desperate people can get... I would describe the situation or situations should i say but it would be rude. 

People aren't happy enough with what they have.. They have to dig around for more.. It gets to me sometimes, I don't even know why it has nothing to do with me.. And I'm not the only one who notices and realises..


Like how guys and girls can act really different in front of the opposite gender.. It's weird how there are actually people who change themselves to suit and please the other gender..yea I do realise this stuff

great dance

well I just realised I forgot to mention our last junior dance. it was rad, pretty fun. stayed up with best friends. and danced til we needed wheelchairs. HELL YEAA! LIVED IT BEBEH!:D
damn good dance.

looking forward to senior dance and year 10 formal!

back bitches! :)

yea I know I keep ditching my own blog but there was nothing much on so nothing much happening apart from tests and crap so forgive me? 

end of term, start of holidays! and still haven't organised anything haha im too fail to organise.
but I'd probably be blogging more these holidays so yea watch the space :)

well lots seem to happen at the end of each term so you should be expecting so few more blogs

x

I WANNA FEEL RECKLESS, WANNA LIVE IT UP JUST BECAUSEE :)

NSGB JUNIOR DANCE SOOON :)

it should be heaps fun ! well i hope...
jd last year was damn good! just hoping all will be the same this year.

hahaha I'm too lazy to think of another costume/character thing to dress up as hahaha and I don't really care thaaat much about who I wanna be, just wanna look the part I guess? it's all about having fun anyway so yeah :)

it's the last jd, so yea...
wanna live it up just becauseeee :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILI !

haha yea haven't blogged about anything for a few months..but I'm back for a birthday shoutout so yea :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIOOOO! :)
oops I meant H@PPii BiRFDAii Li.Li! hoho
yea have the best birthday
..well hope you HAD the best birthday and hope you liked that CUPCAKE ! :)
hope you liked the most original bday sign by mr jordan..most imaginative and creative, I mean upside down, how much better can a teacher get hahaha
well enjoy being 14 bittcchhh! and let's go again in 9 months? hahaha $$$$$$$ ;)
best wishesss

love youu, jess
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no rewinding.

there are some things you wish people didnt tell you. at the moment, i wish i never knew. its too much for my brain, and i dont know what to think anymore. i feel like someones messing with my brain

you think you know someone ok, i was proved really wrong. i actually dont have a clue what they think. to me it seems they live a double life. i really wish i didnt care as much as i do. i guess its because there's a little irony to it and i dont want to believe its true because im too stubbrn to admit that i dont actually know them that well, or in fact at all.

and i feel really stupid and foolish. i hate it when people have these games set up for you to play. i hate these traps because once your in, your screwed. i feel a little like that at the moment, but its like a hidden thing at first and then getting pushed really hard in. you dont realise it until you cant get out.


i wanna feel weightless and that should be enough